My mental health is that bad right now I have to be late for work tonight just to avoid an meltdown

Meaning I have to spend extra in bed because my transport and hotel had been messed up And it’s beyond my control and I know if I waited until 3pm until I went to sleep at the hotel I would be risking an meltdown at work so now I have to pay extra tonight at work by being late just to prevent the meltdown. It completely sucks. And I can’t wait to get my own car and full license. By the way I let them know and we can come in anytime we want as long as we pay extra. I’m very rarely late , but this was completely out of my control.