I Am Not As Strong As You Think I AmI'm rather good at putting on a front that I can handle all the insanity that life has thrown at me over the years. Deep down though I'm so much more broken than 99% of the world knows I am.
I Am Trying To Be More ConfidentConfidence is an issue I've struggled with my whole life. I've been working at it over the years to try and improve it. Some days are worth than others but I'm still working at it with the hope of becoming more and more confident
I Wish I Had An On And Off Switch For My ThoughtsThis constant thinking, reflecting and analysing is going to slowly but surely destroy me. An off switch to all this would be freakin fantastic
I Hate It WhenI hate it when stupid ignorant people think it's perfectly OK for them to just stare at me when I'm out and about around town in my wheelchair. Am I really that much of an oddity still?, wtf.
I Hate It When My Internet Connection Is SlowSlow internet connection is one of life's horrible moments that make me go insane
I Am In My ThirtiesI turned 31 in December. Now my 20s are definitely gone lol. I kinda thought I'd be a bit further along in my life plans by now but I'm finally on the right track heading in the right direction. Just working at it and letting what will be, be
I Like My BodyFor most of my life this has been something I've struggled with. Over the past year or so though I have learned to like the body I have. I was born with the birth defect spina bifida and have somewhat of a hunch from having scoliosis and scars from...See More »
I Write Song Lyrics, Poetry, and Short StoriesDown the barrel: Looking down the barrel, he sees his life fade away Looking down the barrel, he wonders if he can last another day Looking down the barrel, thinking what he's been through Looking down the barrel he think he's doing it for you....See More »
I Wish Someone Wanted Me More Than Anything Else In The WorldWould be nice to get into a relationship where I more than just an option. I sadly tend to get into relationships with women who for whatever reason don't seem totally invested in "us" and in the end it just turns terrible and disintegrates into...See More »
I Need a Good MassageA good massage would definitely be quite helpful right now. I think I got over stressed and now my neck and shoulders are crazy tense. Ugh!
I Am Good At Pretending That I Am OkayI've become quite the pro at pretending I'm ok. I've been doing for so long now. Life seems a lot easier that way.
I Love to Workout and Be FitJust got home from the gym after another awesome session. Felt fantastic.