Dont know what to write here

I am telling myself i am ok as it is
keeping me sane

her engagement picture is stuck in my head
though i have no intention of looking at it

but i dont know why i saved that picture currently its just sitting in a hidden folder

as i dont want to view it in my gallery

I do know dreams are manifestation of
desires / wants

i do know when you dream about someone it doesnt mean you are meant to be with that person

i have dreamt about politicans and i dont even like politicans as they lie a lot

over the years i saw her many times and she is beautiful in dreams

among all the dreams one was quite peculiar and i still remember it

it was a beautiful bed room filled with natural light coming from glass door infront

i remember standing near the entrance opposite side of this door

i saw her standing at my left and she was quite

at my right there was a bed covered with white sheet and 2 unknown kids over it

a little girl with face similar to her and that little girl looked at me and ran towards me

i got confused so i asked her who is she but no reply came

then i looked over and there was a new born felt like a boy and he was asleep peacefully