Idk what to do anymore
i feel so alone all the time. Idk why- i have friends. I have a family i have a crush and yet i feel like i cant talk to anyone. Like im just there to fill in the gaps. I dont know if the would actually hear me. Plus i get uncomfortable talking about stuff like this irl and yet i just cant. I dont wanna be alive anymore. I dont wanna be on this planet anymore. I just dont even feel real/ human most the time. Like i dont even exist and @ this point im starting to belive idk if smths wrong in my head but i genuinely just dont feel like im real. I constantly see shit that isnt there and istg when i look at myself i start bluring . I think im gonna end it.
16-17, F
