DRAINED I'M SO DRAINED.
I feel like I been trying too hard to impress every body, that I my self didn't see that it was making my feelings worst, I been stuck trying to make them happy trying so hard to mask myself that I am fine I am not breaking, I am fine.
I been trying so much that it made me so fucking Tired, I'm drained...SO SO DRAINED I don't even know what to do in my life anymore, I been missing assignments, I been getting bad grades, bad scores on exams that it makes me so sad that no matter how hard I try I will never be good enough.
Been thinking about SH, I been clean for a month now, but my situation is making it worst, I hate feeling like this. I hate crying at night, I hate to silence them so they wouldn't know. It's been happening every night. I'm so tired...
I been trying so much that it made me so fucking Tired, I'm drained...SO SO DRAINED I don't even know what to do in my life anymore, I been missing assignments, I been getting bad grades, bad scores on exams that it makes me so sad that no matter how hard I try I will never be good enough.
Been thinking about SH, I been clean for a month now, but my situation is making it worst, I hate feeling like this. I hate crying at night, I hate to silence them so they wouldn't know. It's been happening every night. I'm so tired...
