I don’t know

Honestly as stupid as it sounds and super clique I have no one to talk to I literally lost my online best friend because of my stupid jealousy I really liked him and I know I can’t like move on and it’s not healthy for him he deserves so much better issues anyways aside from that my family sucks genuinely they don’t care that I literally am upset all the time instead of asking they assume so much they never wanna hear me out they are always tired of me I am on the verge of relapsing my full body Not to mention they point out my weight 💀 anywho I’m just tired so tired I don’t know what to do at all also I could’ve worded this better getting high wont help either at all also I literally am not good at anything I wish I had a skill or something my only hobby drawing and it’s so hard to love because of how bad I am seriously