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I'm going to turn dark, and edgy.馃槍 [I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings]

I'm going to eat hospital jello today with my sister, and find a way to break her out of there.
Sorry, everyone. Cheery Zen is sad, she's back in the hospital again. 馃槩
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akindheart61-69, F
wishing her the best my friend.
ZenPearlF
[@18045,akindheart] I appreciate that so much..I can feel myself trying not to lose it, because she needs our strength..
akindheart61-69, F
[@674752,ZenPearl] keep us posted Zen..hugs sweetie.
ZenPearlF
[@18045,akindheart] She's in that stage in her illness where she's in and out of the hospital..
SW User
I鈥檓 so sorry. Best wishes to you and her 鉂わ笍
ZenPearlF
[@1177352,Ingwavu] Thank you. I just wish I could fix this, and I can't.
AllAboutLaffs70-79, M
I'm sorry, Zenni ... 馃檹

But hospital jello !!! ... 馃憤
AllAboutLaffs70-79, M
[@674752,ZenPearl] Keep the faith, Zen ... 鉂わ笍
ZenPearlF
[@1250,AllAboutLaffs] There is no faith to keep, Laffs..it's terminal, and I just want her comfortable.
AllAboutLaffs70-79, M
[@674752,ZenPearl] 馃挃
SweetMae61-69, F
I am so sorry Zen! My prayers are with you and your family.
ZenPearlF
[@10109,SweetMae] That means so much to me Mae. I just want her to feel no pain, and have an easy passing..she's terminal.
SweetMae61-69, F
[@674752,ZenPearl] I am so sorry. Hopefully you will be allowed into her room today. Love you Sis. I can't add emojis. Voice to text today. Big Hugs and Prayers
ZenPearlF
[@10109,SweetMae] Thank you Sis. Your prayers and thoughts are appreciated
Deadteddybear26-30
Sorry to hear that. She was already at home ?
ZenPearlF
[@1022127,Deadteddybear] she has emphysema and is in the stage where she's in and out of there...
Deadteddybear26-30
[@674752,ZenPearl] I hope she gets discharged soon!
ZenPearlF
[@1022127,Deadteddybear] 馃挍
Gangstress36-40, F
Sorry Zen, prayers and thoughts with you and your family 馃 xxx
ZenPearlF
[@467717,Gangstress] Thank you Sis!馃馃馃
rjc3656-60, M
I hope your sister recovers quickly. 鉂わ笍
ZenPearlF
[@810330,rjc36] She's terminal. She's in and out of hospitals now, until home hospice becomes an option.
rjc3656-60, M
[@674752,ZenPearl] Sorry to hear that Zen spend as much time with her as possible. 鉂わ笍
ZenPearlF
[@810330,rjc36] I've talked about it before
seeandhearM
I鈥檓 sending thoughts of comfort and positivity to both of you.
And a hug
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ZenPearlF
[@10788,PiecingMeBackTogether] 馃馃馃
lovingdead31-35, M
Even if you cant break her out, the roofs usually have good views.
ZenPearlF
[@492215,lovingdead] I know from working in them. Especially at night
lovingdead31-35, M
[@674752,ZenPearl] stay strong, say hi to the stars from me
ZenPearlF
[@492215,lovingdead] will do
Sorry :(
ZenPearlF
[@209334,StellasXOF] Thank you Stella
Daisy5051-55, F
So sorry.That just sucks
ZenPearlF
[@485257,Daisy50] Thank you Daisy..it truly does
I'm sorry you're struggling with this sweetie.
I know that you're going to do everything you can to make her last days as good as you can so she will pass knowing that she is loved...

I know how hard it was for me with my mother but as emotionally trying as it is, it's worth every moment..

Hugs you tight 馃
ZenPearlF
[@349735,onestarrynight] They won't let me take care of her because they say it's a conflict of interest because she's my sister..but you know I'll watch out for her, even though I'm the "baby."
[@674752,ZenPearl]
I know that you'll spend as much time as you can with her.
And that's more important than anything else at this point..

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ZenPearlF
[@349735,onestarrynight] 馃挴
Dan8841131-35, M
I hope things get better for you and your family 鉂わ笍.
ZenPearlF
[@940086,Dan88411] I work hospice, and so this is normal with end stage terminal disease, but it's different when it's someone you love.
Dan8841131-35, M
[@674752,ZenPearl] I still miss him after nearly 10 years, but it gives me peace knowing that he is no longer suffering.
ZenPearlF
[@940086,Dan88411] I'll always miss my Dad. November will be 10 years since he passed
LongGameGal36-40, F
May I suggest fake adhesive mustaches? That's what I used to sneak my kids into the hospital when my stepfather was dying and they said no kids allowed . Might work to sneak somebody out 馃し
ZenPearlF
[@1127698,MamaGoneMad] they'll say the short bish in the red hoodie!馃ぃ
LongGameGal36-40, F
[@674752,ZenPearl] Hahahaha, my kids were 10, 10, 4, and 2 (a girl) when I slapped those bad boys on them and paraded them through the cancer hospital wing. No one said a word! Lol
ZenPearlF
[@1127698,MamaGoneMad] Awwww! 馃ズ Probably brightened the day for the patients. That's sweet
mrsindyjoe46-50, F
I'm so sorry sis!! I hate to hear that. Extra prayers.馃檹馃挏
mrsindyjoe46-50, F
[@674752,ZenPearl] I know, I hope you can see her.it always makes you feel better.馃
ZenPearlF
[@797643,mrsindyjoe] probably not..my Mom is going to call me and let me know..I asked her to, because last time she felt helpless, so, I'm giving her little things to do, so she's feels like she's doing something..if that makes sense..
mrsindyjoe46-50, F
[@674752,ZenPearl] no, I can understand that fully!!
Dolimyte36-40, M
Sorry to hear that. I hope you're both ok.
ZenPearlF
[@1999,Dolimyte] I'm fine; I'm not worried about me. It's the kids I'm most worried about
Beatbox3426-30, M
I'm sorry you're dealing with this. I hope it gets better.
ZenPearlF
[@476293,Beatbox34] it won't. She's terminal and at that part where she's in and out of the hospital.
Beatbox3426-30, M
[@674752,ZenPearl] I'm really sorry. I understand.
ZenPearlF
[@476293,Beatbox34] Thank you my friend

 
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