Goddess of destruction

What a year. At the beginning of this year I was married. With a owned home. A stable good paying job. Now I sit alone. In a place I rent that I can’t afford. Working two minimum paying jobs. It’s funny really. How life works. I miss my marriage but Something was missing. I felt stuck and like I was no longer living. I left and found someone new. It was amazing at first. Till the real him came out. So That didn’t work... but I learned many lessons from being with him. I hated my job. I felt like my soul was dying being there. So I’m glad for the new opportunity’s. I miss both ex’s now. One has a new girlfriend and I do hope they are happy together. The one that’s not good for me keeps trying to get me back and it’s taking all my strength to not talk to him. Even for just the company. So It hasn’t been an easy year. As I’m sure it hasn’t been for anyone. The goddess decided to shake up my world to get me where she wanted me to be... alone. To focus and learn. I’m ready...