I get suicidal thoughts but I’m terrified of dying

I tired to end my life when I was 15 and I nearly succeeded apparently and I tried over 10 times and it’s an miracle I’m still alive but I still get the thoughts sometimes on my bad days but I don’t know why I’m so scared of dying. I’m not sure what I believe in but I’m now too scared of trying to end my life.

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nightowl99

so glad you are still here after those attempts. Please believe that all will get better in the days & years ahead!

JRVanguard · 26-30, M

Relatable
Glad you’re still here though💚

TurtleEclipseOfTheHeart · 22-25, F

Same!!!!!

ViciDraco · 36-40, M

We are biologically programed to fight to live. Those organisms that did not have that drive have already gone extinct because they didn't struggle to live. It is instinctual. Your mind is saying one thing and your instincts say another. I hope in this case you will follow your instincts.

LordShadowfire · 46-50, M

Well, if nothing else gets you through, hang on to that fear of death.

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