14/10/2022 last one for an while

My main reason I came here was to find my best friend who disaparered , I didnt have much luck with that , I cant put into words how I feel but Not an day goes by where I dont miss her or dont think about her so to help me cope I used this site to vent about my stripper job to distract me from falling deep into depression and because I cant vent in real life about my stripper job. It did help but as time progressed I found myself getting more and more burnt out even on my time I booked off work. In my personal life , it has been messy , too exhausted to do anything , too exhauster to exercise and I kept bindge eating on junk food and struggling to look after myself. Ive been waking up beyond exhausted every day for the past two weeks. I have an lot of businesses too and they havent had much of my attention due to me feeling so burnt out. My boyfriend agrees with me and this isnt something Ive decided over night. I wont be posting for an while until I see an huge improvement in my physical and mental health and until Im no longer burnt out. Thats all im saying. I dont want to go into anymore detail. I just wanted those who take the time to read my posts to know im not dead and nothing bad has happened to me.