One thing I learnt from pageants
Just because you dont win or place in anything you do , not just pageants but such as sports or dance or talent shows , doesent always mean youre bad at it or arent beautiful or talented , I think a lot of it is every person has an certain type they are looking for and that cant always be you. No matter how talented or beautiful you are , you will never please or get picked by everyone. Same with my work , Theres an barbie doll girl who doesnt always do well , it just proves its very often not you or anything you did wrong , your people just havent met you yet or seen you preform , and when they do , you wont be rejected or loose. And everyone once felt the same way as you when they havent won or gotten picked.