My timeline would have been different a few times. The first would have been if I didn’t screw things up with my high school girlfriend. That was the relationship that broke me on many levels. If I didn’t mess up maybe I would have gotten married to her and had many kids. But I also wouldn’t have learned about myself very well. Another would have been letting a long distance romance dictate that I couldn’t find someone locally and even give her up to keep that long distance relationships going. Left empty handed in both situations and always wondering “what if” because I made the wrong decisions each time.
What if I was confident and comfortable with life... I think my life would be totally different. And rebelled against my parents instead of falling to their overbearing ways.
Also, what if, I stayed in my depression, and didn't get out of it.
Tough one because I wouldn’t want to undo the birth of Kiddo or meeting my partner. I think i wish I’d pissed away less time on bad relationships though and instead focused on my degree. I would have finished undergrad, been done with grad school, and well into my career by now.
Point of order: The 'What If' machine is an invention of Prof Farnsworth of Futurama which (I can't be bothered to look it up) must be a good 20 years ago.
