If you were the only person on Earth who read my stories, that would be enough for me.
There are few things so true and beautiful, as a dying heart.
Oh sweet little birdie, who tried to fly into the perfectly clear sky, that was just a deadly lie painted on a window with reflected light.
In the palms of my rough but loving hands, it taking its very last breath.
Every death deserves a witness, and every dying heart deserves to be seen.
I watch as It's fleeting but irreplaceable beauty slips helpless into the vastness of it's own absence.
Oh sweet little birdie, when I get to where you are going, I hope you show me how to fly.
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"Thirty Seconds"
It's breathing down my neck
Tellin' me that I'll feel better
If I let it end
I'll rid you of me forever
And if I go
What will be left of me
I'm caught in the in between
Of all of my faults
(Of all of my faults)
And if I don't
Will I be all alone?
What am I fighting for
If not for my life?
I know it's not right but
I wanna die
If I do won't regret it
Count down the breaths 'til I drop
Thirty seconds
I wanna die
With your name on my necklace
Count down the breaths 'til I drop
Thirty seconds
It's climbing up my throat
Dragging me to unknown places
Giving up control
I don't have the strength to face it
And if I choke
What will be left of me
Only a memory
You don't wanna know
And if I don't
Will I be all alone?
What am I fighting for
If not for my life?
I know it's not right but
I wanna die
If I do won't regret it
Count down the breaths 'til I drop
Thirty seconds
I wanna die
With your name on my necklace
Count down the breaths 'til I drop
Thirty seconds
Oh sweet little birdie, who tried to fly into the perfectly clear sky, that was just a deadly lie painted on a window with reflected light.
In the palms of my rough but loving hands, it taking its very last breath.
Every death deserves a witness, and every dying heart deserves to be seen.
I watch as It's fleeting but irreplaceable beauty slips helpless into the vastness of it's own absence.
Oh sweet little birdie, when I get to where you are going, I hope you show me how to fly.
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"Thirty Seconds"
It's breathing down my neck
Tellin' me that I'll feel better
If I let it end
I'll rid you of me forever
And if I go
What will be left of me
I'm caught in the in between
Of all of my faults
(Of all of my faults)
And if I don't
Will I be all alone?
What am I fighting for
If not for my life?
I know it's not right but
I wanna die
If I do won't regret it
Count down the breaths 'til I drop
Thirty seconds
I wanna die
With your name on my necklace
Count down the breaths 'til I drop
Thirty seconds
It's climbing up my throat
Dragging me to unknown places
Giving up control
I don't have the strength to face it
And if I choke
What will be left of me
Only a memory
You don't wanna know
And if I don't
Will I be all alone?
What am I fighting for
If not for my life?
I know it's not right but
I wanna die
If I do won't regret it
Count down the breaths 'til I drop
Thirty seconds
I wanna die
With your name on my necklace
Count down the breaths 'til I drop
Thirty seconds
