I messed everything up and I just want to change it all but I don't even know where to begin

Write a list of what needs changing and how your gonna do it..little steps to start with

Its a bit harder to start over the older we get, but its still possible. From what I've seen, the things that hold us back from making major changes is a reluctance to let go of what we are familiar with and not wanting to upset other people.
Usually the best way to start is to get to the root of the problem. Solve that and other problems will be solved too. Some things take time to show the results you want. If a major problem is other people holding you back then they have to go too. If they are meant to be in your life then they will understand or will understand eventually.

I totally believe there's hope. Where do you start? Self care. I can't tell you what's next but what helped me start changing everything a year ago was losing my job and getting a new similar role. Then a couple longtime friendships ending. Then psych meds. Then trauma therapy. Now working on why I dont show up for myself and self care. And next for me... I think will be a new living situation. That's the plan at least. I had to break it down into far smaller goals to not feel as overwhelmed.

There is always hope. You can only change one thing at a time. Start with the one thing you want to change most first.

It is never too late, just need the want it, decide and start changing whatever you need to change

Are you sure you messed everything up?

If you put your faith in Jesus, there is always hope

If not, there never was

Start with one thing you want to make better ...and take it from there ...

Just live your life and let it all blow over a bit.

What is wrong? What happened?

Absolutely there is hope

There’s always hope dear!

Allways tomorrow is a new day

There’s always hope. 🖤🤗

What is it lady? You can dm me. Just don't dm peener pics. 😆

What did you mess up? Work stuff? That stuff will fix itself 🤗