Owning my stuff…Again

I feel like when I disowned a part of myself, my bisexuality, when I moved for a job in another state, i stopped making time to feel my emotions, and eat healthy and choose good people. I think I choose these people because of their narcissism at first. Because they made everything about themselves I could easily hide who I was because they weren’t going to ask so I wouldn’t have to tell. Now that I’m feeling more comfortable again, with the help of my amazing friend, and for the first time actually dating a guy, I’ve started to seek those outlets again. I’m finding myself wanting to dive into the emotional turmoil that I pushed away, I’m eating healthier, and reading more spiritual and psychology books, and practicing yoga, I’m wanting to understand my choices more, and face everything.