I wonder, if anyone knew how hurt I was 24/7, if they would help?

But I already know the answer. I’ve learned this lesson over and over. Nobody in my life cares. I’m on my own. I can’t keep it up, and I’m not enough, so I’ll go as long I can. Till it destroys me. I’ll give my life to my son but I gotta tell you I’m not able to give much doing everything sad and alone. Same ol story. Come back “home” and fight off depression in the land of death. Be the only one that gives a shit about us and try my hardest not to get ripped off. Do all the work and be constantly exhausted. No laughing, no art, no meditation, just be available all the time to support my son. It makes me a shell of the human I am, but what else can I do? I don’t care anymore. I’m just a mom nobody sees as anything more. Undeserving, unloveable and usable.

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Carissimi · F

I’m truly sorry. I’ve lived most of my life this way, and it’s very hard. I am a shell of what/who I used to be. It doesn’t help you, but know there are many who are in the same boat. You are not alone in this. 🥀 {hugs}

SW-User

Not at all

Undeserving, unloveable and usable.

Don't let the way others treat you to define you. I know it's not easy.

Also the most important lessons in our life we seem to fight them alone... 💚 Hope you feel better.

Easygoing1234 · 46-50, M

I know what u are going through and im very sorry. I would help anyone who is not doing well. I know i mess around on here but i am actually a very serious person and have had depression. Although u never get rid of it. If u need to talk or vent please message me. Do not give up. No matter how bad life gets u can always start over . God bless u

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RedBaron · M

Have you considered therapy? Feeling like a put-upon victim is just feeling sorry for yourself and won't accomplish or change anything.

Jamesy · 41-45, M

Keep your chin up .dont crumble , your son is all you need for now .My advice for what its worth, is to get best offer you can for the property and move .

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