I think in my past life I was killed in an Air Strike...

Several mornings in the past for the last several years... I have woken up terrified... And the first thing I think of in my mind was I was going to die by a huge explosive. It happened this morning. It also rehappened a few days ago. I was awoken by sirens. And a huge BOOM. It sounded like a semi truck hit the building and it sounded like the end of the world. I started crying and holding my pillow. I closed my eyes tight and waited to perish. It's always the same feeling. That I'm going to die from an air strike. I think this has happened in my past life.