Maybe you can start a group to help you blame all your problems on one race of people?

You say if you commit suicide, you will "bring justice to the pain". What about the pain you are going to cause anybody if you succeed in doing what you propose? How many people are you going to hurt? And just who?

Suicide is the COWARD'S way out. And, I have news for you - it doesn't always work, more often not than successful. If someone catches you before you expire, you could still be walking around with something wrong and knowing that once upon a time, you WERE NORMAL. Pills don't always work. Neither does poison or drowning. Hanging? You may be found and end up with an eternal rope burn scar.Shooting? You may be found and operated on to survive. Cut your wrists? Who's going to clean up the blood?

You are going to cause a lot of people a worse pain if you go this way. Trust me - who is going to identify your body? Take care of your funeral arrangements?(They don't bury people in hastily-dug holes anymore.) Do you have a will made out so whoever gets your possessions gets them? If you die intestate, the state will take whatever you have and your loved ones will get NOTHING to remember you by.

God is constantly redecorating. He doesn't have your room ready yet. Don't do what you are considering.

Another suicidal 18-21 year old. Do you have any idea how many of you come in here threatening suicide? You don't like your life? Change it! You have ALL the power to create the kind of life you want. It doesn't just appear..you have to take full responsibility for your misery and happiness.

I'd take you a lot more seriously if you didn't create this user name about an hour ago. So, I'm just going to point out to you that you have a lot of various ovens to choose from if you are of a mind to "off" yourself. Bon voyage! 🚢

The best thing you can do if you are truly repentant, is forgive yourself and do your best to be a better person. They might forgive you and they might not, but guilt can't be carried forever. It's far too heavy of a burden.

You’d accomplish exactly the opposite, causing them even greater pain. You want to make them feel better? Learn from your experience and do better.

Don't do that. Live with it and learn...

Calm down. Its ok. Many of us feel that way.

adolf,
relax and try to be happy
be kind to yourself

Why don't you just tell them you're sorry and don't do it anymore