I Am In Support of Transgender and Genderqueer People
I have that mindset were I want to progress, and that's what its all about. It's kind of positive, but it brings negatives too...Like, before I go onto anything regards my identity,.. I'll start with my creativity. Very artistic, and open minded, and always wanting to create the next best thing, evolve my pieces, surprise people, surprise myself??...go all out being inventive, and splashing my creativeness. A push for better in this form?...is a mindset, in nearly every form. And I picture life,... I picture my journey, and I'm still wanting more!!, not from others, but from myself, like im not good enough!!. In my late teens, i had a dream, I could live life the way I wanted, An even more impossible dream that my family and work would accept it, And beyond impossible, that I would have a boyfriend or even a relationship, someone who loves me having transitioned.... All met and exceeded, striving...I find myself still pushing for more from myself...I return to hospital for facial feminization surgery on 22nd November...and I still look for ways to communicate and live my life,.to grow and be an all round confident person...but does confidence ever come, if you feel what you achieve is never enough???... The mindset of the creative xx
if you don't dwell on the denial of gender, you can get to the point of denying your identity as a human. seriously, that's another level. it's more complicated.
