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At this point I'm so sure that I'm gay

and society's expectations and internalized homophobia just make me deny it. Whenever I click with a girl I met online (dating sites, etc.) I get ghosted or rejected in some way eventually, whereas guys only seem to gain interest in me. It's like there's some kind of protection mechanism I use subconsciously to attract guys and keep girls away from me, because deep down I know I'm gay. I'm so confused.
Jokekilla · 22-25, M
I don’t blame you, I feel the same exact way. Women make me hard and turn me on but yet I don’t feel like it’s right. And I’m definitely still in the closet but I’m definitely more gay than i could ever think. If you ever just wanna vent or talk m, I’m here for you.
pride49 · 26-30, M
Fuck society imo. I'm still partially in the closet. But homophobic people are just terrible people or religious. Idk. I'm whatever about life rn. I know I like guys cause women can't give me a boner 😅
Emosaur · 22-25, M
@pride49 It's super confusing for me. Women do give me a boner, but I can't see myself ever being with one. Like, it just doesn't feel right.
pride49 · 26-30, M
@Emosaur hmm. Then do what you want and fuck everyone else.
I never understood how someone can not know. Isn't that a hardware thing? You either get turned on by men/women or you don't. 🤔 Please, explain how it is if you don't know.
Emosaur · 22-25, M
@CrazyMusicLover Well, to describe it as good as I can, I think I can be turned on by the [i]concept[/i] of a woman, but not an actual woman. Femininity and women in my imagination can turn me on, but irl they just have something highly unattractive about themselves.
@Emosaur Interesting. I guess the only way to find out then is being with a man instead and see.
But to me it rather sounds like you met wrong kinds of women.
Explore your psyche but I guess nothing beats the real experience in terms of sorting things out.
I'm kinda curious. Can you describe this protection mechanism you speak of?

And we can pm if you'd like too .-.
Emosaur · 22-25, M
@sexyjigsaw Sure.

 
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