Maybe? Maybe not?I am going to be trying it (or the closest thing i can find in modern society) in just a couple of weeks. I am rather excited to try this ancient drink. I know it doesn't contain the thujone component anymore (or very little anyway) but still...See More »
Don't understand [I Battle Depression]I wish i knew what causes my depression to spiral down. I was in a really good mood all day today, in the last hour i spiraled down and now i really hope i just don't wake up in the morning.
ApparentlyI was looking back at various conversations i have had with people on here and i have noticed that almost every single one has ended with me apologizing for one reason or another. Sometimes for being a little to forward and oddly enough sometimes for...See More »
Good night allBut first.......Some reading! I have started rereading my favorite series of books, The Wheel Of Time by Robert Jordon and Brandon Sanderson. Nothing like putting myself into a world of fantasy before bed, living vicariously through the characters in...See More »
This one i will never figure out. [I Battle Depression]I occasionally like to flirt a bit, i rarely get a reaction at all and when i do it is usually negative. On the rare occasion that i receive a positive reaction...i spiral down. It makes no sense i know but it is true. I should clarify that this...See More »
I used to playMany many years ago i would gather with friends once a week to play the old fashioned paper and dice version and we had so much fun. Sadly many of my friends have moved away and my job makes a weekly gathering impossible, i was wondering if anyone...See More »
Good Memories, Bad Thoughts [I Battle Depression]If i could ever figure out depression i would be a very wealthy man. Earlier today i was reminded of some good times in my life, simple thing really, some friends and i would gather once a week to play Dungeons and Dragons. It was fun, spending time...See More »
Tonight, tonight, tonight [I Battle Depression]Tonight it's winning, i tried forcing a smile, i tried being nice to someone (got completely ignored), i was doing good earlier today and it just crept up on me. Now i am spiraling down, i think i will go to bed and hopefully wake up in a better...See More »
Decided two things today [I Battle Depression]I sit and i think alone quite often, and today i came to two conclusions. First i accepted the fact that i don't like myself, there is not one thing i like about myself, i don't like the way i look, i don't like the way i talk, i don't like the way i...See More »
Scared old manI have been making some big changes in my life, i think i may be dying. I am diabetic, i have not been eating right or exercising but oddly my sugar numbers have been improving and it scares me. I am also buying a house (scares me more than dying...See More »
I Write PoetryLost, a faded soul A mental defect sighing A life unlived I will keep on trying Lost, unkindled passion Fighting the thoughts inside Weakness failure pain Fear I try to hide oh screw it, things I want to say but don't know how to say them, I suck.
I Like CruisesLeaving on March 1st for my next adventure! This one leaves out of Tampa, FL and goes to 2 ports in Mexico (Cozumel and Costa Maya) 1 in Belize (Harvest Caye) and 1 in Honduras (Roatan) before heading back to Tampa! Really looking forward to this...See More »
I Feel UselessI live a rather pathetic existence, I spend the vast majority of my time alone, my entire life is wrapped up in my work. I drive a truck, it is a ceaseless, never-ending quest to get enough miles every week to pay my bills. I have seen pretty much...See More »
Goals, Dreams & Wishes...My goal in life is to travel, my dream is to see the world, visit every single country, my wish is that I had the money to do so and that it would be safe for me to visit all countries. Sadly neither of the last two will ever happen. Do you think it...See More »
I Am Alone On Valentine's DayI am all alone on Valentine's Day once again. I spend most holidays alone, 100's of miles away from home and the people I love and care about. It is my job and I will do it to the best of my ability but it sure does get lonely sometimes.
Question for folks from the United States Poll (20) See Poll OptionsOccasionally we hear rumblings that Texas and/or California want to secede from the nation. How do you feel about this idea?
Question for folks from Canada Poll (3) See Poll OptionsOccasionally here in the states I hear rumblings that Quebec wants to split from the rest of Canada. How do you feel about that idea?
Question for folks from Great Britain. Poll (5) See Poll OptionsOccasionally here in the states I hear rumblings about a split among the countries/states (not sure what they call them) I wonder what your feelings...See More »
I HAVE A QUESTION!!!Hearken unto me and answer if ye dare! WHAT is the airspeed velocity of an unladen swallow??? (hey at least its not about boobs tonight LOL)
I Write PoetryI wrote this corny little poem a couple years ago. A lonely little snowflake Drifting to the ground Begins the Christmas season And brightens all the town Happy smiling faces On people passing by To do their Christmas shopping And dream of pumpkin...See More »