If one of my friends or family have to die so they don’t suffer I’m ok with that

Physically or mentally. Only if it’s either been years or they have tried absolutely everything and nothing else can be done. If the only way they can be truly happy is through death then I’m good with that , I don’t mind , yeah it’s heartbreaking and I rather they be truly happy alive but I understand that’s not always possible. One of my friends committed suicide , I think it’s selfish forcing someone to stay around if nothing at all can be done , by the way I tried many of times to end my life , if they are going to have the most miserable existence there’s no point. I don’t wish that on anyone. By the way mental illness runs in my family , really bad cases of it in some of my family members. But yeah I would cry every day for years if one of my friends or family ended their life’s but I would understand it but I would also try everything I could to help them if I knew they wanted to do that before.