Just when i thought i was feeling better im actually not

Go to emergency! They cannot turn you away because of a lack of health insurance or insufficient health insurance. You don't have to suffer like that. No matter how much you are billed, if you ain't got the money to pay it in increment amounts that they sanction, that's ok, perhaps you can make arrangements to do reasonable monthly payments. If not pay them a little bit here and there, or what you can. That way you're establishing your good intentions. If you can't it's not your fault. Also, perhaps some form of social services or aid can help you. But please don't suffer without walking through those emergency doors no matter how much you might be billed.

so what happened yesterday and ya know tomorrow never arrives because it becomes today