I am really missing 2021 already haha. Do you feel the same?

I really feel thing were more carefree in 2021 for me and I was much more relaxed too maybe because I had another year of college left and I was 20. Now I am 21 in my last semester of college and will be graduating after 2-3 months so things doesn't seem easy in 2022. I feel like this year is a sad year as I often get emotional about things and feel like crying and I feel like I don't much time left for fun and enjoyment. I also started getting scared about getting older as I became 21. The closer I get to 25, the more scared I get. I felt 20 was better. I just feel like I had more time in 2021 than I do now. I wish I had got these new crushes on the junior girls in college last year so I would have had time. Plus our Nov 2021 Udupi trip was pretty memorable where we went by train. I used to also have chats with many girls closer to my age on here in 2021 whereas nowadays I barely see any girl around my age online here too.