I don't know what to say. I feel for you and what you're going through despite not knowing the full extent of the situation.

I sense you've given a lot of effort and yourself in what you're dealing with in hopes that you can produce a different result from the one that is/was inevitable.

That's the strange thing about life. We're always drawn to situations where we know the result deep down inside. But we just want to be able to tell ourselves that it isn't so and that it worked.

It's sad to hear of you crying but it shows your levels of compassion and feeling. I hope you have someone there to console you.

Sorry for this feeling. I hope you find a way back to happiness.

It's good you can cry, and if you are crying, there is a reason. Just don't let that reason become all there is in your life. You are so much more than your sorrows.

Crying is a good way to cleanse your face

that is a way to wash the chemicals out of your body....cleansing tears.