I Have Medical Issueswhen i have my period its like massive nausea and agonizingly constricting bloatedness pushing against my pelvis. before my pancreatitis i have never had a cramp and ever since its been really rough to get my period. this is how my stomach is now...See More »
I Want to Cut MyselfGo to sleep and close your eyes And dream of broken butterflies That tore their wings against a thorn You know the pain that they’ve endured Silver metal shine so bright Scarlet blood that feels so right Dream of that blood trickling down And wake...See More »
I Write Dark Poetrywhen i dont talk to you its like a dark cloud over my head the time goes too slow and every second is a chest pain every minute a struggle and every hour turned is closer to defeat gasping for air as another day turns to night into day just waiting...See More »
I Am So In Loveim ashamed of how ive been claiming carelessly to "fall" in love and i actually did with him. i didnt want him to see me like i was just another ridiculous schoolgirl with a crush so i was......shy u could say to talk to him becuz of how i was...See More »
I Write Dark Poetryyou are a lion and he is your tamer back in your cage he said as you drag your chains like a prisoner imprisoned in a cell inside yourself but the warden decided to let you out becuz he likes the trouble you make playtimes over you've had your fun...See More »
I Write Dark Poetrywelcome ladies and gentleman may i present the chaos inside my head step right up dont be shy come on in and enjoy the ride around and around we go like a merry go round of hell on a rollercoaster where every turn has a spike waiting to cut every...See More »
I Hate the Holidayshalloween is not based on food like thanksgiving and christmas - thank u halloween - but it is a reminder of delicious candy that i cant have anymore like butterfingers snickers kit kat and my absolute favorite reeses cups
I Write Dark Poetryi miss my lullaby its like a shattered piece on the ground i dont feel sane without it now it haunts my head i guess thats the only way im worthy to hear it but your voice is too precious to speak on insignificant ears so it should be kept from mine...See More »
I Believe Intimacy Goes Beyond The Physicalmy thoughts are so ensnared with how ashamed/embarrassed of how i acted with this idea. i truly do believe in this with all my heart.........but there is a................very taunting line i tend to giddily step over. its a line of being saved vs...See More »
I Am a Dark Romanticmy mind is a tangled web. waiting for the spider who thinks im worth crawling over
I Am Waiting For Someone Special its hard to give space when all u wanna do is help someone through their struggle becuz the worst part is feeling theyre still there just hidden behind someone elses mask. when they tell u they havnt been talking becuz they have nothing to say becuz...See More »
I Write Dark Poetryhes scratching at the walls hes pounding at the door like nails in my head hes violently slashing through me ripping me from the inside fracturing the skin in pieces hes slithering like a snake through my entire body crawling in my brain like a...See More »
I Write Dark Poetrydear darkness am i ever gonna speak to you again i havnt given up on you but have you given up on me dear darkness wat have i done to you i want to go home so i beg you to come back dear darkness im lonely without your embrace touch me so i could be...See More »
I Express Myself Through Writingwriting helps me feel better no matter wat im feeling: sad stressed hope/helpless. it completely releases the thoughts i had draining them into apatheticness so im reminded theyre just watercolors that are washed away by just relaxing urself and...See More »
I Am a Dark Romantici can just see it. a bathtub is ominously waiting - with a haunting drip drip drip to emphasize the chilling loneliness of it awaiting in empty silence
I Write Dark Poetryi still love you with every breath i take so dont you dare ever worry watever happens we go through together for better or worse i got your back youre still my forever and only i'd want you no matter wat everytime you ask to be mine i'd say yes you...See More »