I'm so fkin angry I wanna stab things

I wanna stab me. Cause I wanna throw things in his face but I never would

Lucy is ripping paper cause she can tell I'm angry

Let's destroy the world together (LOL OH WAIT I'M ALREADY DOING THAT JUST BY BEING A FAT, LAZY, WORTHLESS, SELF-DENYING HUMAN)

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HannahSky · F

Hey, be nice to yourself right now, no matter what is going on.

cherokeepatti · 61-69, F

You should try something physically to work off that anger. I chopped a tree stump down to the ground with a hatchet and that wasn’t easy. I’d go out to the backyard and start whacking till I got tired. I figured out it was a form of therapy for me.

caccoon · 36-40

@cherokeepatti I should do

cherokeepatti · 61-69, F

@caccoon Do something creative. I know you are a very creative person but maybe something different that works some of this out of your system. I was looking at one of those stationary wood splitters on Amazon (It wouldn’t hurt my shoulders and back to use it, could use a mallet on the wood) and thinking that would be a good outlet. Know someone with firewood that would let me use it at his shop, he burns firewood all winter long.
When I was a young child my aunt learned to keep me busy because I was kind of easily stressed and would get into things and I learned to do chores that kept me occupied. I had an older sister who bullied me daily and doing chores was sweet compared to dealing with her.

Harmonium1923 · 51-55, M

Time to talk to the plants...

“I like trees because they seem more resigned to the way they have to live than other things do. I feel as if this tree knows everything I ever think of when I sit here. When I come back to it, I never have to remind it of anything; I begin just where I left off.” (Willa Cather)

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