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Isolation.

I'm having a really hard time right now with suicidal thoughts and self harm. I don't feel able to reach out to my friends for help. I desperately want them to reach out to me, because I need them. But if they do reach out, I don't know if I'll respond. I don't know if I can. But I really do need them.

This is the worst I've been in a long time. possibly the worst I've ever been. I've never felt this isolated from my friends, despite never before having this many. I hate that I'm doing this to myself. I feel totally trapped being this person who can't and doesn't want to help herself. Who can't even ask for help. I don't see a way out right now.
Graylight · 51-55, F
Find a 12-step meeting in your area. It doesn't matter what kind...they're all welcoming. At the very least, you can kill an hour safely sitting a room with people who struggle every day with their demons in an effort at a better life. At best, you can safely interact with strangers, explain your fears and make some valuable contacts. You don't have to use a substance; you only have to want a better path.

Reaching out is always hardest at your lowest times. but as someone else posted here, you've survived 100% of your worst days so far; that's a hell of a track record. Hang in there, PM anyone who strikes you, stay close to well lit places and people. This will pass - it always has and it will again. Good luck.
*hugs*

You okay? 😟
@DarkHeaven
Please call. They can help you.

Call 1-800-273-8255
RoboChloe · 26-30, F
@DarkHeaven thank you for trying to help... ❤
@RoboChloe Only you can help you. Only you can find that one thing to hold onto but you are posting, so you want help. 🖤🤗

Please call.

Call 1-800-273-8255

Please understand the hell you will subject your sister to. There is nothing beautiful about this. Only loss and sadness. Only her tears.
CrocodileCookie · 22-25
I have been through this , and I understand you , but don't harm yourself , things will get better with time , but blaming yourself and wanting to hurt yourself won't help

Stay strong 🤗
NenaRussa · 22-25, F
I know how you feel girl. I get that way too. You described it better than I could. I'm always down to talk.
Set your thoughts aside... visit your friends as soon as you are able...
steview100 · 46-50, M
I hope this passes. Stay strong
RoboChloe · 26-30, F
@steview100 I’m a lot better now. So much has happened since I wrote this.
Am going through similar situation, and you will be surprised how Many others are too, for me a little medication and talking to a psychologist has helped, not solved it all, but helped. Am having to rebuild my life from nothing, I hope you find something that helps you too
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RoboChloe · 26-30, F
@SW-User Thank you <3
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amvanquish · 51-55, M
Please reach out to a helpline if you can't with friends or your parents.
SW-User
Stay strong.. There are anonymous help lines you could try?

 
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