sometimes I feel so different from people that it surprises me when people consider me a part of a team
Even if I am very obviously part of a team it is shocking to me that it is happening.
Even I may be in disbelief about being a part of a tribe or I will just rationalize that I am an imposter or it is all just very temporary. Or I may think something like, "well this is a pretty stupid group anyways".
In the few times when I can accept it, it is like a warm blanket feeling.
I think I get this complex from not being allowed to play sports or being a loner when I was very young.
I wonder if anyone else has this weird complex.
Even I may be in disbelief about being a part of a tribe or I will just rationalize that I am an imposter or it is all just very temporary. Or I may think something like, "well this is a pretty stupid group anyways".
In the few times when I can accept it, it is like a warm blanket feeling.
I think I get this complex from not being allowed to play sports or being a loner when I was very young.
I wonder if anyone else has this weird complex.
