Nothing you can do. As much as you might try to communicate, people just won’t admit they’re playing with you. All you want is a genuine friendship. You have things in common but they need a punching bag in their life. Their list of friendships is full and you don’t measure up. Yet you do have a use.

Truth in this

I am kinda tired of people just leaving my life without a word. So F them.

Hurts losing them because they’re so hard to find

True, yet sometimes people deserve to be left behind, because they can’t recognize their own shittiness and unwillingness to change. I’ll never apologize for walking away from those people.

I think we sometimes outgrow people. Not to say that they aren't amazing and the hest person in our lives at the time, but often people simply outgrow one another.

As painful as it is, I think it's very important to sit with this and surrender to it and let them go.

For them and ourselves, even though it's extremely painful.

I recently lost my best friend
She's the best person I know.

But we are no longer compatible in the sense of genuinely being there for one another.

I will leave it at that. I will always love and admire her.

I didn't say goodbye to a friend and felt bad, I just needed my own head space. she didn't understand, I miss her.
I figured shes one of those that is seasoned. she wasn't interested in true friendship - she wanted her ego stroked.
I'll never be anything other than myself, I am a good friend, and those I have known for years will tell me that.
Those I have kept under my wing, know the real me, they know I need time for me. and if it takes me one month or a year, they never leave!

This is a beautiful thought but I’m done. I can’t get back the time I wasted or the sincere investment I had in people. People are selfish and ruthless. I quit.