I A Full Bladder Makes Me Horny

Don’t read this if you aren’t into stuff like that or never experienced it or just going to be judgmental. I didn’t realise this was very common until I googled why this happened to me now I feel less ashamed of it. I’ve been feeling this way since I was about 15 and when I used to go horse riding it felt so uncomfortably good when I really needed to pee but I had to do a sitting trot or a rising one. I didn’t feel like that unless I actually had to desperately pee. When I’m in bed and wake up like that pushing on it or playing with my cilt felt so good and orgasms following it. I read about this on women’s health websites and I’m starting to understand better to why this happens to me , it’s something I’ve never understood about myself until I did my research. I thought I was the only one but no I’m not. I know holding it in isn’t healthy but at those times I didn’t have a choice , I don’t hold it in unless I really really have to. But I’m just saying how it makes me feel. And this isn’t a free pass for men to role play with me or talk sexual in my pms. Im only into women and I currently already talk to one about things like this but she hasn’t been online for a few days now.