I just wanna get away from my family and quit being dependent upon them...

Especially my mom I'm her youngest child yet she'd rather support her daughter in her thirties over me she forced me to move back home where job prospects are not available so I can't get a job cellphone service is shit there and there's nothing to do but sit and look my neighbors are Asshole's who feel the need to bother us and I'm stuck with a seven grand prescription and hopes of being independent


When I told her I used some of her money on my prescription she was like if all her money is gone in medication If my sister should call her now and say she wants money she'll send it to her without question thing is the reason why I haven't stopped taking those pills is because I get sick if I miss a few days and these pills don't even do shit for me I'm supposed to be depressed but maybe I'm not maybe I'm just selfish either way I just needed to vent I need to cut myself tbh