It's so exhausting being around this family...

It feels so tiring being around people whom you know aren't good in your life. It's like pretending to love them when you know the real them. It feels like that I am putting on this facade that has turned into a bad habit. I'm not sleepy-tired. I'm emotionally tired. I don't know what to feel anymore...

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monellla731 · 46-50, M

you need some space

Xalvadora · 18-21, F

@monellla731 Yeah... I agree. Though I'll never get it because I have no vehicle to drive away for a few hours. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. Scream even..

monellla731 · 46-50, M

@Xalvadora can you walk somewhere?

Xalvadora · 18-21, F

@monellla731 I'll take a walk. Then my family will either start following me. Even when they aren't following me, I will always come back a couple minutes later because paranoia will take over and I start to overthink and panic a bit about there being countless of possibilities that a shoot-out may occur and a bullet from afar will hit me, or a drunk driver swerving on the road and crashes into me, animals will appear and start yelling at me or running at me... so many wonders..

monellla731 · 46-50, M

sometimes you can't even articulate it

NerdyPotato · M

This is very relatable...

Lilnonames · F

I never put on a false face for people i dont like. And i let them no it

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