@Iwillwait Family expectations is all :)

@Casheyane like what? What is he not doing?

@Iwillwait You know that feeling when you're a team with some others and each of you is supposed to contribute, but there is that one guy who doesn't care enough so in the end, you're carrying loads more than it should be and they just let themselves be carried by you? It's like that.

Now imagine it applies to all aspects. Physical, emotional, etc.
It gets draining and you end up wanting to push the person in the pool.

@4meAndyou Did you end up finding it? Someone here once said to me that we could be our own protector. We could be warriors. I became one. Maybe you could be too.

But as for happiness...it feels like chasing clouds sometimes.

@Casheyane Happiness...true joy...is like a butterfly that lights on your hand, giving you one awesome and breathtaking moment...and then it flies away.