Why doesn't my deceased father call out to me?

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one early morning i woke up to hear my dead father shooting chris get up chris get up

the next thing start of this year i took some sleeping pills that i got my the dollar plus some my mom got from her doctor.

i was talking to my dad saying if your around me let me know.

a few mins later i asked her how are you dad he said he was good & he asked me if i was being a good boy it was weird that he said that because i'm 26 years old

Why doesn't my deceased father call out to me?