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Just a flash

of your hand enveloping and tightening around my wrist is enough to wake me into nausea, shaking, and breathing I can’t control. Just a flash of you takes another few hours of my life.
Miram · 31-35, F
So much cruelty in the world. Selfishness that can never be taken back. Once a line is crossed there is no redemption.

I just wish it is those who cross the lines who suffer for it. That would be the way to teach lessons and find them.

The colletral damage is meaningless..nothing to be learnt there. Nothing to be gained. No way to look at it positively.

To say it makes anyone stronger is a false belief.

The best one can do is acknowdge thr imperfection without attempting to conceal it.

It happened. It is bad. It is cruel.

And it is heartbreaking.
itsok · 31-35, F
@Miram what didnt kill me never made me stronger, it just makes me wish it would have
Same. I was sexually assaulted by a family member.
Pretzel · 61-69, M
take a deep breath and let it out slowly. look around and see where you are. you know in your head you're safe - not convince your heart.

you got this
Viper · M
Just powerful imagery in so few words :( I'm so incredibly sorry this has happened.
KiwiDan · 31-35, M
I'm so sorry you suffer like that 🤗
TexChik · F
Was your trauma recent? Mine occurred when I was a child. I'm sorry you suffer with that...its been with me 28 years. You can learn to master it for the most part. 😊
TexChik · F
@itsok the dreams come back when i get upset . I have been told that is common with PTSD. Not sleeping makes it worse . I hope you are getting help to deal with this and heal . No one can do it alone . It’s horrible, I know .
itsok · 31-35, F
@TexChik thank you ❤️ I have been getting help for a very long time. And things I’m working through right now are exacerbating certain traumas that I haven’t been able to deal with in this way before.
TexChik · F
@itsok there are a lot of us ( traumatized) here . I’m sure you recognized some . I still have the rage , it’s as fresh as the night he raped me ..:and I had to learn to vent it . My adoptive father helped me with that . Stay strong .
TinyViolins · 31-35, M
If it's any consolation, it's better to lose a few hours now and again than to lose a few more years by continuing to be around them
lost213 · 46-50, M
😔im sorry… that you experienced such horrible things.
Emarky · 31-35, M
Sorry to hear

 
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