They are getting rarer but still haunt me [I Have Nightmares]

A breath on my neck hands crawling over me. a force throwing me hitting the floor. stripped exposed hands restrained by in seen hands. Unwanted kisses touches sinister whispers of good girl in my ears.
Bites scratches being used abused hating it hating how I react how I feel wishing it'll be over. But it is over it has been for ages I wake sit up pull my knees to my chest and cry