I had a lucid dream again [I Had a Lucid Dream]

It was a dark winter evening and lots of snow. I wanted to cross the road but got muscle weakness and signs of paralysis. There was a bus approaching in the second lane and it looked like I wouldn't make it. I threw myself towards the verge, slowly rolling over a snowbank and stood up. Then I jumped on some objects scattered across the lawn while thinking about one guy who probably has MS (real person) and then I realized that my paralysis was sleep paralysis and therefore I was dreaming. I regained my strength and jumped from a concrete block to another concrete block on the semi-finished parking lot when my former schoolmate appeared. He's an ambitious guy, consistent in his work, following his dream and rather successful in what he does. I had a choice to stay with him and learn about what he does now and how he progressed since we talked the last time but I chose to only say "hi" and felt that powerful inflow of energy and joy from learning that I was in a dream and had zero responsibility. I laughed out loud like a madman and consciously decided that I wanted to follow the reckless energy. This "reckless energy" was a specific person but I'm not sure if he was physically present as a person. More as an "influential idea". Nevertheless, I suddenly found myself in my grandmother's house. It was night and I decided to go for a walk along the river bank that is right next to the house. I wanted to sidle out of the house without anyone noticing but as I closed the front door my grandmother came out and started to lament that I couldn't go out because it's dangerous, I'd slip and fall to the river or someone would attack me. I asked what time it was and she showed me a mobile which showed 9:00 AM. It made no sense because it still looked like night outside but I shrugged and told her "see, it's already nine so it's not like people wouldn't be out." I turned my back on her and walked towards the river. My brother suddenly joined me and we saw some kids with badminton rackets as if it was normal for kids to go playing badminton at night. I realized this was my memory and thought to myself "oh so we're going to dig some stuff from the past now...it's getting somewhat psychological, isn't it?". I smiled to myself. We walked past them and I saw some glistening wet rocks on the edge of the bank. I started running towards them with the intention of jumping from one to another, since I knew I couldn't slip. It was all in my power to decide what was going to happen and I decided I wouldn't slip. My body was as light as a feather and my foot landed precisely where it should have. I loved the smoothness and precision of it all and really took pleasure in doing that. Then we walked further and I suddenly heard a splash and instinctively looked down. There was a giant old turtle disappearing in the water. I screamed to my brother "omg, look!" totally excited and astonished. I was grinning with so much satisfaction and thought what wonderful things I was able to see. Then we discussed the appearance of the turtle and possible explanations how could it get there until we got to the part that serves as a crossing when the water level is low. It wasn't low though and I stared at dark masses of water and considered trying to get on the other side somehow but concluded there was no possible way of doing it. I imagined huge concrete walls of the dam that should be further and a narrow ledge I wanted to edge looking at the surface of water that I remembered from some of my dreams from years ago but then I told myself "nah..." and the dream ended.

I had another non-lucid dream after that but it was just so...awkward. 😳
Lots of things run through my mind lately and it shows...