She told me to not cause a ruckus when time comes and let things go gracefully. But every time someone shows up I know have hurt her, I want to gouge

Their eyes out and feed them their teeth.
I hate people and I hate hypocrites. I hate the sounds they make and call words and meanings. I hate their breathing. I hate them.

And I guess some of them can tell since they quickly back off and know not to touch me.

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SinlessOnslaught · M

I think people can make decisions based on fear and sometimes past traumas even shape the way they think and plan those decisions. Especially traumas that were never addressed internally.

You are doing enough. It's okay to be angry at them. I know you're strong enough to honor her request. You're the strongest person I know.