I was feeling better until I left the house…

A week home sick and I went out today. I didn’t even realize because I was sick, but I had no anxiety when I stayed home. Only cried a few times. Didn’t even miss weed.

Then I go out in public and within 20 minutes I’m nauseous and sore and chewing my mouth till it bled.

Wtf is wrong with me?

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TallMtnMedic · M

Maybe social anxiety? You hate where you are so much that its manifesting itself into nausea, then being sore and chewing your mouth.

BrokenAbyss

@TallMtnMedic I hate it here so much

Wyocowboy · M

Maybe when you get out of that state and move where you want, it will be better.

BrokenAbyss

@Wyocowboy They definitely go hand in hand I suppose. I’ve been much happier other places. It just scares me. I like people and I hate feeling this way around them. There’s just no space for me here.

Thank you for being so sweet and responding to my posts.

Wyocowboy · M

@BrokenAbyss I agree, go hand in hand. You have to be happy in the place you are.

You are so welcome. 😊

Wyocowboy · M

Nothing is wrong with you. Anxiety can mess you up.

BrokenAbyss

@Wyocowboy I feel like a freakazoid

thepreposterouspanda · 36-40, M

Anxiety is the worst. :(

littlepuppywantanewlife · 31-35, M

I really hope you come out of this. Anxiety sucks. Please take care of yourself. 🤗

NudasPriest

Anxiety is shit. I lost years, without truly realizing the extent.

BrokenAbyss

@NudasPriest it just doesn’t feel real. How did you overcome it?

NudasPriest

@BrokenAbyss I'd be happy to share my story in a PM. I just don't want to be as open in public. Would that be OK?

BrokenAbyss

@NudasPriest of course!

iamonfire696 · 41-45, F

I am sorry you had an anxiety attack when you were out. I hope things get better for you.

BrokenAbyss

@iamonfire696 I think anxiety is my normal state around others rn. It definitely will get better, I’m werkin on it. Thank you for being kind ❤️

iamonfire696 · 41-45, F

@BrokenAbyss Of course. I hope you can get moved out of your mom’s house and back out west to where you want to be.

You deserve to be happy with your son.

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