@LadyAlera Just that I'm not creative. I can't really draw or think imaginatively. Yet when things aren't happening as quickly as I'd like, I get paranoid. 'Perhaps it'll never happen' or 'maybe I pushed too much' or even 'did i do something out of place'. Then you start to consider ways you could have went about it differently.

Patience. It's like a toxin for your mind.

@SW-User I get those same thoughts as well. But seeing as this particular thing is kind of important to me, I'm working really hard to try not to give into doubts, paranoia and insecurities. I've been waiting too long for this guy. There's no way I'm gonna be the reason it doesn't go as far as it can.

@LadyAlera That's the perfect mindset.

@english Thank you! Happy vday to u as well :)

@Spoiledbrat I guess that's a good point. Though...seeing as our family isn't very...expressive to each other it's not really our cup of tea. The way we show affection is by teasing, joking, and doing favors for someone and then making it seem like we didn't do it for them. ^_^

I get it. @LadyAlera