Last night at the Kung Fu school. I had to make this postTransitions are real and strange. Like an umbilical cord of the heart, connected to the places and people and soon to be cut off. Ouch Ninja dojo 🀄 warrior Kung Fu 🀄 remote school 🥋 shifus , goodbye to all. You'll surely going to miss my stories...See More »
I'm thinking to launch a painting course for freeA video of me giving instructions about how to paint your own dragon. I want to begin giving online courses so I'm thinking that creating a free offering would be a good place to start. What do you think ?
Whenever I am supported, it feels to me like I am taking from the other person.I have grown so much sensitive to it that I have a difficulty to receive. I don't have the same difficulty when it comes to giving though. I'm thinking again of my parents. I'm thinking it might have started with my mother breastfeeding me. And my...See More »
This is Bing's main photo for the day, I found it hopeful and took a screenshot An opening without the need for a door and abundant sunlight 🌞
I surrender. I tried my best to manifest what I wanted, I dreamed about it, I felt I'm there,I've done actual work, I keep on. Yet, time puts a limit and unless it's going to rain money, a ticket or something unexpected happens -hey I don't close the door to that!:) - but, unless there's a change... I surrender. I'll do what I can do. And...See More »
I want to declare just how much I dislike judgment and criticism.I might be guilty of it too. I might have had too much of it. It might be beneficial. It can be used to some benefit. I still don't like it..
When a situation doesn't seem to be resolved nowadays, I remove myself from it.I might get back at it later, and sometimes a lot later, at another moment. It doesn't help to keep myself in the same experience if I don't feel well with it. If I don't feel loved or celebrated, I'm out. I want true unconditional love and respect...See More »
You know there's been certain awakening experiences in my life... shocking ones..I don't know where I would have been without them.. Why can't we learn smoothly ? Why all this drama to life ? We stupid ? 🙈🙉🙊
It seems like my next plan will be about travelling the world while trying to establish my business.I don't know how, but that's the plan... I'm getting excited !!! ☺️ I feel so open right now. Ready to try everything, give time and attention to everything. I'm thinking to launch online painting courses. I'll try to figure out Etsy. Design greater...See More »
Today I received the certificate of completion of a yearlong of training 🎊Let's celebrate 🥂🎉 !!!!!!!! ✨🐲✨💖🌸🥋
Today I made a big commitment to myselfIt came to me while I was running... That what has truly changed in me now is my will to pick me up daily. I was always the person who picked herself up. But sometimes it would take me a month and other times, a couple of years.. Today I made this...See More »
Worrying isn't solving me anything, planning doesn't seem to be workingSo I am getting back to gratitude. I'm greatful for the time I'm having for a sweet siesta.. I absolutely love resting in bed after food! It's not that cold but I still got my electric blanket on to sleep in extra warmth. This electric blanket has...See More »
I understand loneliness better, it's another form of hunger.So if you're not taking in nourishing foods on a constant basis, your body is just asking for more, in a pitiful attempt to eventually find the nutrients it needs. Similarly with companionship, if it's not fulfilling, one is keep on feeling "hungry",...See More »
Back to training school...4days left...4 days...Mixed feelings.... I'll just focus on the training. I feel stronger than ever. Strong, very strong, radiant yet hm humbled. I made friends with a guy here and I'm going to miss him, I realised today. We would have a coffee every other weekend...See More »
Good morning SW 🌞 Well for most of you it's bedtime already but here in China the sun just rises..... A wedding photoshoot at the beach.... it's still cold, the couple is freezing...:)
I have a question to the elders.Why is it that, no matter how far I'm going, I'm always ending up realising I'm just beginning...?
All is well, I'm learning lifeIt's hard , I've noticed since yesterday, to be the observer and totally feel into life too. I used to think one can only do one thing at a time. I'm seeing new lessons now that I'm more chill, reading the Little Prince at the sunny couch of my...See More »
I'll figure this out ..Whilst oscillating from full on enthusiasm, belief and potential to stress and anxious thoughts, what I usually say to myself is, balance, find the balance. Adjust the target, lower the bar a bit perhaps, rest. But today a new thought appeared that...See More »
And now in this friends' friend house lights flickering againWe were supposed to spend the weekend together and yesterday was great but today another chinese friend of hers joined us, and they're talking in Chinese all day long. K. And no, this is not the friendships that I need. We were supposed to cook...See More »
I'm excited !!! Failure IS a blessing in disguise ...I got a brilliant business idea !!! I was thinking of selling prints of my dragon painting. I went to a printing office today and I made a VERY disappointing sample, whereas all its golden skin basically fading under the scanner's inadequate...See More »
Ah life is wavySo I got into shifus office and what would supposed to be a rewarding meeting between us turned into an awkward, totally out of sync experience. His computer even got the electricity in the air and suddenly shut down. I asked him if that happens...See More »
Indulge with me in this moment of coziness mmm ...I lay my back on the warm electric blanket, soft and warm, I'm so in love with it. My head rests on a fluffy, soft pillow , supporting my neck, elevated enough to allow my eyes to rest on my mobile's screen. I'm here, in the warm and fun SW café...See More »