It won’t end soon but I just want this damn nightmare to be over?

I know some people are traveling but I don’t wanna wear a mask on the plane for hours. I’ll do a road trip but no plain.
I’m still collecting unemployment benefits and I’m so tired of collecting unemployment benefits. I’ve been out of work for a year and almost 4 months and I’ve been looking. I keep being rejected from every job and sometimes I don’t hear back when I follow up. I had two job interviews and one today. I got rejected from two preschool jobs and The grocery store one I have not heard from yet. I filled out like 100+ job applications (exaggerating) but STILL no job. I don’t wanna have to keep collecting unemployment and putting in that I approve it up and looking for work this is too much to do.
Unemployment is getting stricter and I’m afraid I’ll have to pay the money back if I don’t meet the requirements of job searching. But I have been looking for work.