I eat like an pig but my ribs are extremely visible

I started recovery back around November time last year maybe before , I can’t really remember the exact date or month , I now eat like an pig especially because I work nights but my ribs are still showing and it looks disgusting on me. I don’t want to gain loads of weight , all I want is for my ribs to stop sticking out and showing. I want visible abs though and big visible muscles. I want to look toned but at the moment I look extremely underweight around my ribs. I don’t know how much I weigh because if I buy scales I won’t stop weighing myself every day or 5 times an day , I don’t think I’m underweight , I just look it. I don’t know if this is causing me to loose money at work , guys say I have an amazing body so maybe it’s nothing to do with it , now I’m in recovery I don’t want to look ill anymore , I used to love that look before I went into recovery now I hate it.