I remember my first kiss

I had my first real kiss with my current boyfriend. I kssed before but it a kiddy kiss and didnt count. I was 19. 🙄 We sat in my car one night because we didn't have any privacy at our houses. It was so cold in my car you could see our breath when we talked.I said I'm freezing! I want to go. He said no, come here, let me warm you up.I drew closer to him. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and rubbed it up and down. I was still cold. We looked at each other and then he kept staring at my lips which made me start me laughing nervously. I looked out the window then looked back at him. He said what I cant look at your lips? You have sexy lips. I said thanks and swallowed really hard. When he said can I kiss you I wanted to get out run. I didn't know how to kiss but knew this day was coming. I just nodded and let him kiss my lips for like two seconds and tried to pull away but he continued opening his mouth while I tried to follow his lead. I think that kiss was about seven seconds.It seemed so long to me.I was too nervous to really enjoy my first kiss. I was just glad I got my first kiss over with but I was embarrassed because I was acting nervous. 😔 I wanted to look and act confident. At least we can laugh about it now.😘😂