I don't want to be a loser...I don't want to hurtIt's like no matter how hard I tried all these years to be something or someone better I still ended up to be the loser I never wanted to grow up to be. What's even the point anymore. I feel so upset and discouraged. No lasting change ever really...See More »
Is it just me or were some of us just born to suffer and be miserable?This all just so others can feel good about themselves....
Any modern first world problems I have are irrelevantWhen there are currently hundreds of children dying because of war. It is a sad reality and a crazy world. Humans are to blame it is by decision and the hands of humans that such atrocities are happening. It is not the work of "demons" or...See More »
After everything Ive survived and been through in the past you'd think I'd be a strong person..I felt like I was a strong for the greater part of last year. However, lately I can't help but feel like I have become weak and sensitive. How is it possible for a resilient and strong person to become so weak again? Where did all my strength,...See More »
Perhaps I really do need therapy again...but I'm scaredI'm scared of saying too much of opening myself up an sharing my feelings with someone. I have trust issues with my own self and the things I say and share with people. I've over shared private things in the past with people that I never needed to...See More »
This is what I've been missing! And what I need to make it through the winter A nice healthy dose of blues! The blues gives me warmth. MUSIC is my unconditionally loving friend!
Mandela EffectI could have sworn Queen Elizabeth was still alive. Turns out she isn't anymore. I don't remember when she passed or even if the media even made a big fuss about it. Up until a minute ago I still thought she was alive. Weird.