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Something I need to declare

Today I'm sharing something about myself that many people would feel is wacky. I really just don't care what anyone thinks anymore, unless they have something positive for me. You can always choose to stop viewing my posts, and that's totally okay!
I'm a Christian who's been in an existential crisis for the past year. Afraid of death. Afraid of judgement. Afraid of sickness. Afraid of my son not having the best that life has to offer. Afraid of something happening to my husband. Afraid of accidents. Afraid of poverty & finances. Desperately wanting another baby, but afraid to even try. Living in a quiet hell and letting it eat me alive. Literally devouring me and causing panic attacks. Stealing my life. What kind of weak Christian fears these things?
Christians can fall victim to the spirit of fear. I am WAKING UP. I am letting it go. I am declaring victory over fear. I'm connecting with my Pastor and my prayer group.
I'm demanding that fear leave my life. Constant, existential, psychological, emotional fear is not from God. It's heavy and dark and painful and awful, and I will defeat it at home, at work, and everywhere I go.
It's time. Amen.
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luv2fly352 · 70-79, M
I mean it when I say that you are in my prayers. God bless!
MeowMeowCat36 · 36-40, F
[@589821,luv2fly352] The prayers are working! I am praying daily against the spirit of fear and other things. I'm reading the Book of Matthew. I got rid of the worldly music that I was listening to, and staying focused on Jesus.
Thank you for putting me in your prayers.

 
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