My life is on hold just waiting for a phone call.

I'm all out of money. I don't want to be in this house anymore, or this town. I wanna get a new health insurance plan so they might offer ASD tests. I wanna get laser hair removal done so I won't have to expend energy on that moving forward. I need to put myself under stress again so I can more easily gauge potential fibro symptoms. I want to feel like I'm competent at something. Part of me thinks I should just get a job here in this backwater town in the meantime, but it could literally be today that my prospective employer calls me back.