Overtaken by DepressionIt came in like a wave crashing down on me. All of a sudden just this feeling of complete and utter helplessness. Then the questioning of everything. Then the yelling. It won't work. It never does. Failure.
New Place, Bad LungsJust arrived in my new place. Might have a collapsed lung. Sitting in a clinic waiting to find out. Welcome home.
Scared About ThingsI'm moving this weekend and leaving behind this person who I've quickly grown attached to. They seem to be just as attached and I'm not questioning it (despite my mind yelling at me to). We have decided to attempt a long distance thing where we will...See More »
Minimalistic 3 Line PoetryTitania This seelie queen who muses love flies the sky like fey and fancy leading this winter into a spring.
I Write PoetryA different tone of poem from me. Girl of Hue It starts with a kiss, a simple meeting in the twilight. Holding back the urge to run away from the spotlight. In swirls of conversation, skin to skin, I'm diving in, just can't help it. Grabbing at...See More »
It's Time To MoveDidn't end up taking the offer to move stores with my company. Didn't end up mattering though as I got a newer job offer today that pays more. Funnily enough, it's in the same place that my current job wanted to send me. Looks like I'm moving after...See More »
Big DecisionI just got offered a position with my work in a city ways away. I'll be managing a downtown store at the same pay but I'd be saving money in the long run. I have a friend who is going to let me stay with him and split rent for $500 + utilities....See More »
Working My First Pride EventIn two weeks, I'll be running my first pride event with my company. I'm equal parts excited and dreading it. I hope I'm outside at the tables vs inside on register. Also, D&D afterward. Finally, something to look forward to.
Any Musicians You Really Miss? Dolores is one of mine. Grew up with The Cranberries. It's hard to listen to their tracks now.
Do You Have Someone You Talk To Every Day?If so, if they didn't talk to you for a full day without reason, how would you feel?
Giving in and UpI'm emotionally empty. I don't have the energy anymore to try and pretend to be happy or normal. After today, I probably won't be posting much here if not at all. For everyone who has said kind things to me here. Thank you. For everyone who has...See More »
Such a Bleeding MessI get attached to people quickly. I invest and trust them too easily. A hypocritical statement given my criticism of similar people I've ghosted on. That being said, once I am invested, my brain poisons the well. Disfiguring well meant intentions and...See More »
Severed Ties With One, Another To ComeA while back I wrote on a person who was six ways to Sunday into being with me and I wasn't looking/feeling the same way. Well it's done. I ghosted. Spent a weekend together and then I severed ties after that. Currently talking to another person,...See More »