I Am Tired, So Very TiredI currently work 2 hours away by public transit. I'm at work and I don't remember any part of my trip here. I need coffee.
Arching your back...Doesn't seems sexy to me. It looks like one has a herniated disc and is trying to play it off as sexy.
I Am WeakSuccumbing to old vices tonight. It feels only right. It always plays out the same. It always comes to this. Rubies.
I Am Thinking About Leaving TownThe only person keeping me here is gone. There's no more anchor. I always thought about just choosing a road and just walking until I couldn't walk any more. Maybe it's time.
I Am Drunk AgainHaven't had a sober night since last Saturday. Have to be up at 5:00am tomorrow. That won't happen. I'll probably miss work. If I do, I'll just go to the bar again. Echos
I Am EmptyWent to the hospital. Saw her frail and withered. Everyone around me in tears. She saw me and smiled as best she could. I felt nothing. No tears. No sorrow. Nothing. Going was a bad idea. They want me to go back tomorrow. I don't think I will. Bought...See More »
I Can See Clearly NowNew glasses achieved. $300 in the red. I am both happy and sad at the same time. I need a shot.
I Am ScrewedMy glasses just broke and I cannot afford to buy new ones. The awesomeness that is my life just gets better.
Work In Progress - Pleas and EchosA poem(?) I'm working on: When it comes to this world, I'm stressed. When it comes to my mind, I'm messed When it comes to the whirl, I take these shots and shots So I can rest. Pray to find solace in his sheets Pay to find solace in the streets....See More »
I Am Breaking DownIt's one of those days. I woke up into nothingness. I feel hollow but sad. I'm at work and fighting back tears. My mind is crashing in and all I want to do is just not move. I need to just stop.
I Hate ScammersMy last post, I made reference to a person I've been talking to online. Low and behold, the foot finally dropped and they asked me for money. I'm not really surprised. I figured it was a scam from the start. Some part of me was hopeful it wasn't. I...See More »
I Feel Like Giving UpFor the last little bit I've been trying to find connections. Instead I've found nothing but more solitude. It's starts the same and it ends the same. The moment people meet me and we hang out they stop taking to me. My mind can only take so much....See More »
Hero or VillanYou choose. Which ever you chose you get two weapons. One long range and one close range. Weapons have to be grounded in reality. Cost is of no concern. If you choose hero, they must be non-lethal. What are your choices?
I Am Tired, So Very TiredGoing on two days without sleep. Can't sleep tonight. No point. Just got home from work. Have to be back up in 3 hours to get back to work. There's no point. I need a vacation from life.